Heavy Boots

Sometimes I want my days to consist of me + Kindle + down feathers (and possibly an ice Passion Tea Lemonade). Its tough when you have everyday life (work, dinner, cleaning, family) mixed with wants (decorate, organize, shop) mixed with needs (keep on top of school, wake up at 7 am everyday) mixed with desires (alone time, exercise, endless energy). Some days I wake up and don’t know how I do it, and how I can do it tomorrow. When are the days going to consist of 30 hours so I can do more than the minimum and not be exhausted by 10pm.
I’m 90% sure I’m doubling up on school the rest of year to finally be finished in the fall (ahhh) (well the first part of “finished”) and that scares me. Will my house always be a few picture frames short? Will I ever loose weight? Will I ever finish a good book? Priorities…but where is the How To on making my Priority List perfect? I can’t do it all and some things have to suffer, but am I picking the right things to suffer?
Slow down and savor was my “resolution” but I’m not really sure when that resolution turned from possibly to YEAH RIGHT.
Me things: Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (book), daylight after work, Pandora (music (life savor)), Tegan & Sara (music),Weeds (show), Eclipse hype (I think I even need to say), girlfriends, grande Caramel Macchiato (Starbucks, nonfat milk), * and **.




Disclaimer: Today I just needed to be wide open, 100% feelings. I promise to go back to updates and pictures and joyous thoughts.
* and ** = Davy and Moses. I feel like I ALWAYS talk about them. We all know I love them but their names didn’t belong on this list.